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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

The Past, the Present and the Future Met at a Funeral

           “Brenda Susan! What do you think you’re wearing?” My aunt’s voice stopped me from putting down my 20-day-old daughter in her basinet. My senses were dulled from getting little sleep and holding my new life together to think about my wardrobe to even comprehend why she was so upset.  Dressed all in black or gray dresses, the three oldest women in my family surrounded me like traditional warriors.
            I looked down at my white dress, my favorite dress and looked blankly at Grandma Owens, Mom, and her oldest sister. I said nothing, but I turned back to my little daughter, smiling at her sleepy face as I lay her down.
Aunt Dorothy stood at the doorway with massive arms crossed against her chest. “You need to change dresses and put on a respectable dark dress and dark shoes. Everyone is going to see you and think you have no respect for the dead.”
My mother had raised me to “remember my manners and always be polite to my elders,” and I had been all my childhood.  Today, I swallowed my words, and ignored the trio of authority. They did not move. Right now I was too stressed to listen to my aunt’s lecture about proper funeral attire. I had heard it before, many, many times.
“I have to finish getting ready. It is almost time to go.” I tried feebly to encourage them to leave me alone.
But Aunt Dorothy was not done telling me what I should or should not do, “Have you no respect for your husband? Your family? You can’t go to a funeral dressed in white. I’m not going to let you leave this house until you change out of that dress into something respectful.”
Those words burned through my layers of control, and my words and tears flooded over her, “I do not have a black dress. I will not wear a black dress to my husband’s funeral. Ronnie never saw me in a black dress.
 “I paid $12 for this, most expensive dress I ever bought when. But we could not afford that much. We were college students. He asked me to return it for the money. When the store said they would only exchange, not refund it, he said he wanted to see how I looked it in.
“When I modeled this sleeveless, white polyester A-line sheath, all white except for the embroidered roses on the stand-up collar, he smiled and said, “I will never forget how beautiful you are.
“So I AM going to say my last good-by to him in this dress.
I don’t care what people think. If they are coming to Ronnie’s funeral to criticize my clothes, they are disrespectful. I’m the one who lost my sweetheart, my husband. I’m not going to wear black just because it is tradition.
I love you Aunt Dorothy, but If you try to stop me, I’ll knock you on your big, fat butt and never look back.”
I took up my baby daughter, and we stepped toward our future because past traditions had to be broken.  



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  1. CameronMarch 28, 2012 at 7:28 AM

    Funerals really do bring out the best and the worst in people. I can't imagine a loss like that, but a woman strong enough to take on the Aunts and do right by her husband's memory?

    I can more than imagine that.

    Thanks for linking up your story with us.

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    1. BrendaBMarch 28, 2012 at 7:59 AM

      I didn't think of it as a strength at that time, but thanks to your comment I can see that it was.

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